Jacky Lai

    Internship is the ending of my college life.  Look back on the past six years, the most regretful and joyful memory is the tabletennis room.  Half of my college life is tabletennis, and half of the other half is baseball.  Pretty dreadful, isn't it!?  A guy who spent most of his time playing sports will be handling medical emergencies in 3 days.  Things're gonna be fine.  At least, i spent the rest of my time studying with a very efficient way.  If you ask me what i wanna do most but didn't do, it'd be gals.  I dunno, maybe i wasn't born with that part of the brain.  I got nervous talking to gals. When it came up to me, i just screwed it up.  If I took them as guys, i am pretty easy with 'em, but not when i took them as girls.  That's possibly why i had bunch of friends but quite without a girlfriend.  Well, i can't really blame my inarticulacy with girls.  See, I had a really bad image since the "greeting-camp" for the nasty role i played in the show.  I like math, and i'm good at it.  But calculus didn't help me re-establish my personal image.  Still, i was known as a horny, nasty asshole like Stifler.  Personal image aside, Chang-Geng University is so far away from civilization.  It's definately isolated.  My only chances to see someone out of this school are bridge contests and Med-Cup.  From 3rd grade to 6th grade, we're all locked up in the classroom and labratory.  Less and less outdoor activity restricted our circle of life to expand.  Besides, I don't want my life fool of medical issues, making myself more difficult to find the right one.  Most of my classmates said that i am too picky.  In my opinion, being picky is the right thing to do.  I can't imagine how i gonna live with if i don't really have an ideal one.  This one have to be perfect.

   Alright, it's enough for gals.  Let's say something about my internship.  I wasn't lucky in the lottery making my draft position very crappy.  Most people want their course to start with internal medicine, or at least have internal medicine in the first half, because it helps establish a better knowledge base to face the complaints.  But patients are more troublesome in internal medicine, as for me, i would rather be better experienced before i handle patients so complicated.  Moreover, i have an easy minor course, which means that i could have a happy summer vacation.  Glad that i passed the ACLS in the pre-intern training course, making me more confident to face medical emergencies.  By now, i'm not only glad to have my clerkship done but also excited to take the real one.